$UICIDEBOY$ - The Number You Have Dialed is Not in Service (Lyrics)

[Verse 1: Raindrop Walka]

Fallin' apart

You might've thought I was playing a part in the art I've created

But most of the words reflect what's happened or what is waiting to start happenin'

I keep on damagin' myself, tryna fill the void

With all this water 'round my neck, I'm 'bout to drip until I drown

All these drugs up in my nose, I taste the drip, that shit's so sour

All these cars that I bought either don't start or they got impounded

Pursue the American dream, the nightmare's what I doubted

Catch a flight to London or I'll catch a flight to Lyon

Show my face in public, show another one at home

See my name on the marquee, letters falling down

Littering a cold dark street somewhere downtown

Soon as I reached cloud nine, it started stormin'

Heavy thunderstorms in every city that I'm tourin'

Life ain't like a rap video, that's just a warnin'

Hopin' to see the sun when I wake up in the mornin'


[Verse 2: Hearse Boy]

All this misery, misery, misery, fuck

Look at my history, no mystery where I might end up, just shut up

Don't wanna hear it, it's my decision

May be my last words so just please listen

So long, it's been torture bein' here

So gone, getting high been how I cope with fear

Same song and I'm sick of singin' it

Let me move on, it's for my benefit

But come one, come all to my downfall

Bear witness to everything that I can't solve

My therapist made me promise before I end it all

That her phone would be the one I choose to call, crying, asking

"Is it really worth it?

What's beneath the surface or behind the curtain?"

Really don't think I wanna take this any further

Made one last attempt to figure out my purpose

I called her phone, it said not in service


[Outro: Hearse Boy & Raindrop Walka]

When life gets hard (Gets hard)

Keep on marchin' on (Keep on marchin' on)

Even if the finish line is far or you have to push the car (Push the car)

Keep on marchin' on (Keep on marchin' on, not in service)

When life gets hard (Gets hard)

Keep on marchin' on (Keep on marchin' on)

Even if the finish line is far or you have to push the car (Push the car)

Keep on marchin' on (Keep on marchin' on)